Day Three

Hi all,
I met with Charlotte Gerson this morning. She told me it will take more than 2 years most likely to be fully healed. She said I have not started truly detoxing yet as there is so much chemo in my tissue and hiding in various organs that they have to go slowly with me. The regimen will help my body release toxins (chemo) but they do not want too much to be released at the same time because it will make the chemo go through my blood stream and it is not good to have too much of it at once. Once the detoxing starts as the chemo is released it will mimic some of the side effects I had when I took chemo including the vomiting, but that this is normal. That is why I am still feeling so good--because the detox has not really started yet. I am getting really good at the enemas and they aren't so bad after all.
I feel great on the diet so far and they are incrementally building my daily dosages up. She said that once I really start detoxing, I will feel sick and maybe even depressed and that is normal. But, she said I will need help at home because I will not have the energy or will feel well enough to shop or make all the juices , etc. This will be a long haul, not a quick fix, but it will be a permanent one. She said I am a miracle--that I have been able to withstand all these drugs (poisons) and still survive and actually look and feel healthy.
Tamara and I are enjoying meeting the other patients and making friends with them. Everyone is so nice and we fell like we're all in this together..
I have to go have an infusion of Laetril now--which is the apricot pit. So I must run. Hilary, you can put the above paragraphs on the blog for me if you will so everyone else can know what is going on.
Love you all and thanks for your love and support!
Denise